24.4.13

Number that may someone care

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I could not recall exactly the day, on which I saw her...
I could not recall exactly the day, on which I started to like her...

I could not recall exactly the day, since which i have developed a feeling that I love her...

I could not recall exactly the number of days, which I lived without her... without letting her know that i love her...

I could not recall exactly the number of days.. which I hide to her that I am in love with her...


I could not recall exactly the number of moments... which i spent with her..

I could not recall exactly the number of moments... that i fought with her over little things..

I could not recall exactly the number of moments...  that she mocked with me & i took them seriously... 

I could not recall exactly the number of moments... that she kept quiet over my expressions....

but 

I could recall that day, on which we met last time as we used to meet...

I could recall that time span that I lived without any talk with her...

we didn't get separated, though, my heart did ... but during this period I learnt what I would never been able to learn ...

Anyway... heart still wished that...but mind holds this wish to be wish...

in a nut shell...actually it was a love at first sight for me but doesn't have any guess what actually it was for her... I imagine this in my way... but

..today.. I am no more willing to know such because what ever I have learnt about her tells me it is what she is ... and I have no complaint about how rudely she has taught me this lesson...

And it really matters for me and I think, this is why I still love her the way I did without knowing her exactly...

...whatever... whether she could verify or not on the numbers... it doesn't matter for me either...

because I also don't trust in numbers.

Though, records or number doesn't reveal anything about my love or how she treated/behaved to me...

may be it does matter how we respect each other and able to manage the sweetness of our relation...

well... I am grateful to her for this great sharing.

Thank you my angel!!

21.4.13

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It is really not easy to explain yourself each time... but if you'r explaining yourself again and again... in front of those whom you consider your well-wisher/love one's then it is really not good and very much painful for anyone... who is been suffering such situation.


One solution is that you can keep silence & do your work but how long it is quite possible...


Anyway what else could be done when you'r bounded by these things... should cry or yell... or yell out loud.


I have completely lost my temperament and feeling like mentally disorder person...  I have became sick and continuously thinking random things either which are relevant or irrelevant to me... 


3.4.13

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a conversation with omnipresent god

I know, most of people trust you blindly or they are not interested to talk over this issue as if it is not of their business, possibly many of them does not know why they should trust you or for what they should be grateful to you.

Still there are also a breed of people who don’t trust over your existence, however all is their own opinion/perception… however I m not such wise one who will determine what one should do or not, yet as per my little improper knowledge I am grateful to you for making me to experience your calm & soothing existence.

I have understood it that whatsoever you are making us to do is for a reason, and it is also true if we don’t
follow that route we must have to face 
consequence of that which we don’t deserve but we have to.

I was really unaware of whatsoever you are doing for our goodness earlier but now-a-days I really have realized and understood the intricacies you have woven to make our life good.

visible but invisible to normal eye- The God
I will always be grateful to you for all your trust which you have been showing up over me unconditionally.

It is really a pleasing experience to realize and felt your presence at this tender age. I think it is awesome… could not be explain/express in words.

I am not as strong as you are but I could courage to promise to you that I will fulfill my all duty(s) for which you have created me, for which you have sent me in your magnificent world.

I will also promise to you that I will not beg anything which I could earn by my own endeavour from this point of life to the day which is fixed.

I will also not worry about whatever test you will want to test on me in any situation…

I will always follow to the rules and goal for which you have imparted your divine particles of yourself in me.

thank you very much for everything
However dear omnipresent lord last but not the least I would like to utter an unmatched word for your all blessings- “Thank you”!

Thank you so much!!



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